Monday, May 31, 2010

十年后的约定

近来,频频发生许多不愉快的事。

多亏了这些事,更让我清楚地领略到我是那么的笨拙,那么的狼狈。好怀念假期的日子,无须为上学的事而烦恼,可以在晚上心情不好时默默坐在窗户前,静静望着夜空,然后一边迎接阵阵的夜风,一边听着名为 “Anime Forever” playlist 里的催泪歌曲。虽然伤感,却之中带点安慰。

突然问自己,难道时间真的能改变人?

面对这种人生,受不了的人生,我。。。

能活多久是听天由命,由命运主宰。虽然生命很短,上帝只允许我们活一次,偏偏是那么珍贵的一次,无法重头来过的一次,但我还是很希望能活得有意思有价值,至少还可以自豪地拍着胸膛对自己说: “喂,被我 封锁的心灵世界 ,谢谢你一直以来陪伴着我,让我能够活到现在撑到现在,我只想告诉你,我并没有后悔喔!”

再过多十年吧,我们会随着时间的流逝而进行变化,好或坏,只有天晓得。没有从前只有未来的十年后,我会一直期待那天的到来。。。

Friday, May 28, 2010

My Hero

It's only when you lose it, then you realise how important it is to you, but the fact is, it's too late...

Yesterday, 7am in the morning

It's really my hero. Withstood the test of water, and after letting it dry by itself overnight, I'm so glad that it's still able to play music!

On the other hand, I actually felt guilty. This mp3 player was a gift from my Ah Gu many years back. I still remember it was purchased from Sim Lim Square. For quite some time, I left it aside collecting dust. I even lend it to my bro, because I seriously can't be bothered.

My bro got sick of it when he has his own phone, own music. He returned it back to me, with some surface damages here and there. For the first time, it pains me when I see such "abuse". Honestly after that, I regret lending it to him. But still, I didn't go the point of using the mp3 player. Therefore, it went back to the usual spot collecting dust again. That in particular, last for months maybe? I can't remember.

Until a few weeks ago, I decided to have it as my mp3 player (instead of my phone) because I realise it's a waste not to fully utilise its full potential (like finally).

For the next few weeks, I enjoyed having it by my side, and the time spent in the train travelling back and forth from school wasn't boring anymore.

Until 2 days ago, because of my carelessness, I left it in the pocket of my bermuda shorts, which was washed in the washing machine and SOAKED OVERNIGHT! No wonder my mom mentioned that while during the time when the washing machine was working, she heard cracking sound coming out from the machine!

That must be it asking for help helplessly! And yet I was in my room stupidly didn't realise that something important is missing?!

1 hour later, 8am in the morning

As of yesterday, same day when I was so happy it's workable despite the internal damage, I ended its life with my own hands. I paused the music and it died...died without any warning.

The song that I paused, the last song that it played for me was Madoromi no Rinne. Indeed, such a beautiful song that suits the mood so well...

14 hours later, 10pm at night

I heed my friend's advice by changing the battery, and it miraculously came back to life! Happy? Yeah of course! ^^

14 hours later, today 12pm

It left...and this time, is for real... :'(

Saturday, May 22, 2010

封锁的心灵世界

对别人来说,男孩的房间非常窄小,小到离谱。但对男孩而言,他所居住的房间很大,很广阔,一望无际。

没错,这正是他的心房,一个早已被人遗忘,被他封锁起来的心灵世界。。。

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Morning Aurora

"Aurora now, fair daughter of the dawn, sprinkled with rosy light the dewy lawn." -- Alexander Pope

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

突如其来的不爽

从我弟弟口中听说某某老师 (曾经教过我的) 所说的话。

她竟然说我的华文程度与我弟弟相同?!我听了是不爽的咯。为什么?我也不知道。不过,我很清楚自己这样说是非常的不对,很没良心,可是我的第一个反应的的确确是这么想。。。

一天一天地过去,也越来越接近 O 水准了。弟弟突然问我到底有什么秘诀才能在华文这项科目取得优异的成绩?我想了想,觉得应该没有什么秘诀吧,除了用功还是用功这老套的说法之外,不然就是要对华文有兴趣。我选择后者为答案。

弟弟便问某某老师同样的问题,并且告诉她我的答案。你知道她的回应是什么吗?她说我的答案简直是胡说八道,废话,CRAP!

听了不气也不行!难道热爱华文也有错?你不对某种东西有热忱,有兴趣,怎样在那方面发光发热?

说真的,我万万没想到某某老师会说这种话,跟我当时所认识的她简直有天壤之别!如果是要鼓励我的弟弟,激发他,请便,但别践踏我喜爱华文的这份真心!

Friday, May 14, 2010

Last Pill

That's right.

This is the last pill! I've recovered from fever, except for a bit of cough that still lingers around...

During this period, thanks 碧碧天使 for the well wishes and encouraged me to eat more fruits! Although in the end I didn't eat any. XD

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

怒。启动。

“老虎不发威,你当我是病猫?”

这句名词我至今从不忘记,因为实在太有趣太有意思了!

其实呢,我班上的朋友之间发生了点小摩擦。虽然不太严重,但多多少少已经伤了彼此的友情。

他,经过连日来不断的语言轰炸和挑畔,病猫已不再是病猫,而是 100% 完全地康复,是只终于苏醒的老虎!

此时此刻,他的怒,启动。

说实话,我们除了互相捉弄,还能做什么呢?以人为中心来开玩笑,我们不都是一直在做吗?

奇怪的是,每班都会有人遭殃,成为受害者。他们总被人拿来当作话题,做 “一颗开心果” 。就这样,在笑声中度过学生时代。

当然,换成是我的话,如果玩笑玩过火,也肯定不好受。

这毕竟是人生中小小的乐趣,但无论做什么事都要适可而止,一旦越过那条 “界限” ,事情就闹大了。就好比像个橡皮筋,拉过它那条 “界限” ,便立刻断!

我只能说,凡事都好商量。。。

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Mystic Clouds

"I prefer the mystic clouds of nostalgia to the real thing, to be honest." -- Robert Wyatt

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Mommy 42nd Birthday

Happy Birthday Mommy! ^^

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Paint The Sky

"I paint from the top down. From the sky, then the mountains, then the hills, then the houses, then the cattle, and then the people." -- Grandma Moses

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人生苦短,世事难料。活好当下,懂得珍惜,才最重要。置身事外,与世隔绝,在自我封锁的心灵世界里,感受到了无穷的宁静。。。
Residing in his World of Solitude, always longing, loving, the fantasies and memories. In reality, he seeks to go travelling and taking photos along his journey.
有一條只能向前走的路,叫時光。
有一種只能懷念的回憶,叫過去。

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